I love the band and dedicated my life to it. I have missed funerals for family jsut to practice. I have pushed as hard as I could in every aspect but in the end I guess I am jsut not good enough for them.

They leave me in the band to spend thousands and thousands of dollars to put out and EP that sounds bad ass and as soon as it is out they give me the fucking boot. I feel so used.

Eirlier this year I missed a few practices because I had to WORK to pay for all of the In Dire Need expenses. Then I missed ONE practice before a show a few weeks ago. I have attend every show no matter how close or far, got us on lots of shows even down to shows with crytopsy, promoted the band like fuck, working on getting the band reviews in zines, but I am not dedicated enough. Fucking blows ass.

So now I am fucked with no band, and no motivation.

That sucks man to say the absolute least. Being in a band is the hardest thing in the world.

I love In Dire Need and wish the best for them, but I wish you the same luck.

Maybe we could get a little something going?

maybe. what do you have in mind?

wow, that sucks
werent you the one who put on the ashland shows and shit like that?
i figured the drummer would be outed next, dude has no gear or car

mOe said:

I didn't book the ashland show, but I got us on a majority of the shows we have played lately.

I doubt shawn will get kicked out of the band. On top of it he was the only one to stick up for me. I wish the best for him. I don't think gear and a car is gonna make a difference in that band...I have gear and a car.

yea, my guess is there was someone they wanted in the band more than you
band politics are so shitty sometimes

that's fucked, man. Good luck to you.

Dudes DIDN'T WRITE an album called "Rust In Peace" or anything. I wouldn't lose any sleep over it. You could probably do MUCH better with a little effort.

Grab dudes that are free agents and make a new band. Onward!

Forgive me for being ignorant, but what do you play/where do you live?

Although a drummer's what I need most at this point, anything would help.

i_am_not_william_shatner_sadly said:

I play guitar drums or bass. I played bass in In Dire Need




P.S. I am probably gonna catch shit for this, but I hate rust in peace

Sell ALL your gear and buy a fishtank. Time to switch hobbies. Not liking Rust In Peace, music clearly isn't for you.

is it just me or is there a lot of weird shit goin on lately? i think it's just me

Its just me.
I am altering the tidal effect in the Northeastern region with all of my discarded bad karma.

could be

mOe said:

Yeah, I figured the drummer would be gone next too. You don't put the freakshow behind the kit, you put him up front for the crowd to gawk at. Mongoloid on vocals would mean more shows.

Joshtruction said:

Rust in Peace is awesome, but I shall throw no shit for that. Whereabouts do you live?

i_am_not_me said:

Ouch, New Bedford's pretty damn far.

That fucking sucks man, you can do way better anyway. Those dudes go through lineups fast than any band I've ever seen. Fuck em.

Pam, have you found a new band yet?

No, I've also done nothing to look for one either.

Pure curiousity, I found nothing for you around Fall River but immature trendy teenagers who want to be the next Daughters or something.

You can see why I haven't tried...